CMT-CLASS

Today is the last day of our class!! Finally I will be getting my certificate to teach. Methods of teaching offer in our near college, I wasn’t that productive so I decided to enroll they offer only one semester for this, supposed to be it will take two semester to accomplish, because of the number of the student who wanted to take they put it on sandwich course for one semester.

boredom

I feel so sad; maybe because of the weather it never stops pouring. Since Saturday, I didn’t see the sun to shine anymore. After lunch, I decided to get a make-over on my hair, I went to the salon to have a re-bond, luckily, they don’t have customer yet, so I have all the time. Doing my hair took 5 hours, boy it was exhausting just sat for that long hours. Nevertheless, I was happy about the outcome of my hair. My sadness lessens a bit. Sometime we need a diversion to escape from what we feel.

helpless

Life can be so helpless sometime; I cannot be so weak because all the people around me are already weak. I have to be strong for them. It is tiring, I just want to fall down then die just quick as that. I feel so helpless, I am looking for a person who can stand by me all the time I feel so weak. God bless me!

Time

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Gay Pageant

I just got home! I’ve enjoyed watching Gay Pageant; I did not realize it’s almost another day. It was entertaining watching, gays sometimes cannot be distinguish anymore with women’s. My friends and I was betting on number 7 contestant, he/she have the height, body and brain. On the stage you can really see that gay number 7 have the potential to win, she could converse well in English. Anyhow, she did win the contest.
Sorry I don’t have any picture to share, I did not bring my camera. :( Anyway still there’s a lot of upcoming event here in our municipality I will not fail to bring it with me next time.

Dermoid cyst

Dermoid cyst or “teratoma” is not cancerous; on the other hand, about 1-3 percent of this kind of cyst can be cancerous. For some reasons we don’t understand, the cells of the ovary can produce, all by themselves and without the presence of any sperm, this kind of cyst characterise by teeth, skin, hair and bone. They can be seen through the process of ultrasound or CT scan. Unfortunately, these cysts do not go away by themselves and surgery is recommended that’s what my doctor advice me.

Last year, I was detected to have a dermoid cyst in my right ovary. The doctor told me that she needs to make it bigger because it’s only 3cm, so there’s nothing to be alarm. However, I need every 6 months trans-vaginal ultrasound to see how fast it is growing.
Just last week I decided to have a check up and trans-v. Apparently the cyst become bigger and it added 2cm for the last 11 months. My doctor explain to me that it is not emergency case that it should be remove immediately, although, it would be better to be remove because it is also factor that I will be having hard time bearing a child, as it will come bigger and bigger and will cause more damage to my skin and my body. I am thinking to be remove it by next month, just gathering funds and being ready for the procedure. Hope everything will be just fine.

trying to start again...

I’ve forgotten this page so long, I even need to recover my password because I cannot remember it anymore, silly me! I was browsing my friend blog so I remembered to open my account again and try to write. For very long I am interested to do a blog but then, I don’t know where to start and what I must be write.